Jack Johnson lullaby / Alicia (friend)
This song made me think of you as soon as i heard it. I miss you!
Lyrics to Lullaby :
(feat. Matt Costa)
When you're so lonely lying in bed
Night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head
Everyone's sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
And if you are waiting waiting for me
Know I'll be home soon darling I guarantee
I'll be home Sunday just in one week
Dry up your tears if you start to weep
And sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Lullaby I'm not nearby
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Don't you cry no don't you cry
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Cause when I arrive dear it won't be that long
No it won't seem like anytime that I've been gone
It ain't the first time it won't be the last
Won't you remember these words to help the time pass?
So when you're so lonely lying in bed
Night's closed it's eyes but you can't rest your head
Everyone's sleeping all through the house
You wish you could dream but forgot to somehow
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby to yourself
Sing this lullaby sing this lullaby
Sing this lullaby to yourself Close
wow/ Alicia
It's crazy how much time has gone by since you've been taken away. I can honestly say that you are always in my thoughts. I miss you dearly and pray for you every night. I got a tattoo and I got a L for you ; ) It's crazy the way things happen. I wonder what you would be doing today.. obviously doing hair, but who you would be with where you would be living... It breaks my heart.. I just want to tell you I miss you, and you are always in my thoughts. I'll talk to you soon love.
Love always and forever<3 Close
Its been awhile since I was on here but it still hard to look at all the photos of you. I do miss you so much. Ive been keeping busy with work and my family, yeah I said it I got my own family werid huh lol. I got a daughter now and shes so precious. Nate is big now he started daycare last week but its more like school for him. Me and Will are still close I just wish we had more time to hang. I miss that alot and I partly blame it on me. Just we have grown lives now you know hes working and going to school and about to graduate soon which is going to make me proud of him too. I know your mom is going to be proud of him more and she should be. I made Will Lailah's godfather also. You should of seen him hold her for the first time that was classic "I dont hold babies this small I might drop them" mean while hes on the couch lol. Yeah there are a lot of good times with him. Every time we are partying together like when were up Timmys I bring up the Limon and we take our shots for you. You know how we do it lol. Sometimes I feel like im out of place because when I leave I tell everyone not to let him leave and sometimes hide his keys just so I know he wont. Its funny though but I feel like im responsible but iunno why I hope he understands lol. Wow i went and chatted it up. Most important I think of you alot and as time passes the pain doesnt I cant even think of you without almost shedding a tear. I miss you girlie and like ive always say I cant wait till we meet again . Like always 1 Love.
I watch you go / Mom
I WATCH YOU GO I see your eyes, One final glance as you look back at me, And we both know it is time. Although I swore I would never have to let you go It's a promise I cannot keep. I need to live and you need to grow.
My heart folds back onto it’s self And I just bend my knees and lower my center To withstand the buffet of the winds That will blow by me and through me, Without you standing there to shelter me.
The tether is cut and you are free to fly And I lose an anchor, And my cheeks burn, from the icy wind And the few tears that sneak past the wall That I am leaning on so that I can stand And watch you go.
And someday soon I think I will find a heaven Where I can cry the tears And let the salt water cleanse the wounds So they can begin to heal But now is not the time.
One hand raised, I salute you With a wave of good-bye Wishing you all the blessings of this earth And when we meet again it won't be the same But we will always know
How much we loved and trusted and shared Victories, losses, adventures And just the passage of time.
Look back no more Eyes to the future And I will just stand here and watch you go. ~ by Susannah Thompson, 1996
Love u Lauren & Bev / Karen/Kassie Mom (Friend)Read >>
Love u Lauren & Bev / Karen/Kassie Mom (Friend)
Always thinking of you Lauren and your special mom (Bev) that misses and loves u so much beautiful....Hope u and Kassie are always looking out for your mom's we need it..
Merry Christmas Beautiful Lauren. Your always in my thoughts as your mom, Bev you know you will always be so special to me and Heaven she looks just like Lauren, never got to met Lauren but i did Heaven and she is the world to me miss her lots, wish we lived closer as i would have Heaven here alot. Love u lots friend.. Lauren hope u and Kassie will keep your mom's safe till we get to be with you.. Love u both and sending Butterfly Kisses.
Dear Lauren: Let me start by saying that I never had anyone to turn to until I met my friends through memory-of.com and Healinghearts.com. They visit your site and e-mail me and call me more than "our supposedly True friends and family." I ran into your grandfather, Albert, the other day. I haven't seen him since you were about 12. He took one look at Heaven and said he saw you. OMG...... everyone says that. It feels so good because you are/were so beautiful. Albert "wasn't" allowed at your funeral. Now you know the past and you know as much hatred I have inside of me, I never turned anyone down from being at your funeral. That is so sad. It really is. After the "fat boys" made a mockery at your funeral -- may they all burn in hell! Everyday I look at your sster I see you. It maybe a good thing but inside it's not. I want you back and it hurts so much. The holidays are coming up and it hurts even more. You know when you first died and we were driving to the funeral home to make arrangements grandmom started to cry and said now I have no one to give my barbies too. I said mom, just sell them and she said NO, they were going to Lauren and she was going to buy a house and have a special room for them. She thought so highly of you. Remember changing her Scarlet Oh Hara clothes? LOL they were more expensive than my waredrobe....LOL. Now she has your TWIN to give them too, but Heaven is still not my Lauren. Your brother is graduating in 6 months. Can you believe he became an honor roll student? I know you had a lot to do with that. He is going to graduate from your alma mater. You would be so proud of him. I want to thank you again for sending me your twin. Knowing that I couldn't have anymore children and then getting pregnant 6 months after I lost you, and then having a beautfiul baby girl that looks like you has made me want to live life to the fullest. I miss you and love you.
Happy Thanksgiving beautiful Lauren. Lauren you and mom are always in my thoughts, we miss our girls so much. Hope you and Kassie are taking care of each other in heaven.
Thinking of you / Alicia (friend)
I was driving home from work the other day, and I looked at the sky and was in awe. I know you are in heaven watching over everyone, it's just so crazy it's been four years going on five. Sometimes I feel like it just happend. When I pray for you at night I fight back tears, just knowing the person that you could have been today. I will always hold you close in my heart, and be your friend forever. Love you girl. I'll talk to you again soon<3 Close
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Happy Birthday! / Kim Hendricks (Aunt/friend)Read >>
Happy Birthday! / Kim Hendricks (Aunt/friend)
Lauren I miss you, especially on this day! I wish with all my heart you were right here, right now. I would give you the biggest hug. But I know you are in a better place. I will see you again one day. Love you always! Close
Lauren: Not a day goes by that I do not miss you. The pain and hurt inside of me will never go away. I wish we could turn back time and I wish I could have protected you. My heart is aching so much. When I decorated your grave on the 18th of August, it hurt so bad. You should have put me in the ground, not the other way around. As tears are streaming down my face, here comes Heaven, with your same smile but Will's hyperness...LOL Tomorrow is going to be hard for a lot of people. My baby girl would have been 20. I just want you to know (which I know you already did) that no one can ever replace you or even try to be the person who were/are. You were one beautiful young lady that had a lot of potential. I am just glad you accomplished a lot in the little bit of time God allowed you to be on earth. Will misses you a lot. The other day he found a note you wrote to him on construction paper and we laughed together and when I took it to work to laminate it I cried. You were a one and only person and NO ONE could ever be like you. I know you sometimes look down on everyone and you can see how much your brother has matured (amazing isn't it? LOL). He is really a good young man. In 8 months he graduates from high school and I know you will be smiling down at him. I know you and Will always promised to make me proud by graduating from high school. Okay mommy is babbling...... Will and Jess decorated the pole tonight. I just want to tell you I love you and Happy Birthday.....
Love Mom
PS You are still not legal to drink....LOL LOL LOL
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