See you soon  / Mom
Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips 
For now you are with God
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend/daughter -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Lauren Nicole, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Lauren Nicole, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Lauren Nicole, I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "See You Soon..."
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I buried my daughter today  / Mom
I Buried My Daughter Today
by Andrea Hill 

I buried my daughter today
My soul burns red with pain
No longer will I touch her face
Or caress her skin again

I buried my daughter today
God, what have I done wrong
To have her stolen from my arms
When my faith in you was strong

I buried my daughter today
Thank God I have another
I couldn't walk this path alone
Every breath is a struggle

I buried my daughter today
She was just a bit past Fifteen
Searing, ripping, tearing ache
My emotions overcome me

My other now a son just 16
To God above, how I pray
These words by her not repeated
I buried my daughter today 


I has been 2 years and four 1/2 months since  I lost Lauren and it seems like just yesterday.  My feelings are the same. The hurt inside is so much pain.  I hate the man who killed her and hurt is a harsh word but I hope one day his son or daughter is killed and I can laugh again.   I hope I don't sound evil because I don't want God to hate me, but one day I hope THERAL HARRIS  feels the same pain as me. 

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Hurt / Jessica Zinsavage

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today.I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I wanna call you But I know you won't be there. Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss And it's so hard to say goodbye When it comes to this.Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back. If I had just one more day I would tell you how much that I've missed you Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous It's so out of line To try and turn back time.

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Happy Hoildays  / Melissa Smith Blakemoore.memory-of-.com
I will light Candles this Christmas;
Candles of joy despite all sadness,
Candles of hope where despair keeps watch,
Candles of courage for fears ever present,
Candles of peace for tempest-tossed days,
Candles of grace to ease heavy burdens,
Candles of love to inspire all my living,
Candles that will burn all the year long.

I am sorry that I haven't visited lately. I was hit head, on by a driver who fell asleep at the wheel, on November 28th. I was in ICU for 5 days then in a rehab for 6 days. I am at home now. I can't walk yet. I am having a good day today, so I am trying to visit as many of my dear angel friends as I can. Just know that even when I don't visit you are always in my prayers. Merry Christmas!! Love, Melissa Close

if i could  / Alicia M. (friend)
If I could sing you a song that would send you back home I would sing it until my final day in hopes I would see you again. If I could dance you a dance that would send you home I would dance until my legs gave out.. If I could live in memory of you I would but it is so hard to fulfill those shoes! I gaze upon your picture in awe how could God makes someone’s life so premature. If I could have given my life for yours I would have to every extent.. Not only your beauty but you peaceful soul has graced everyone so your memory always lives on.. Two years have passed and it just hasn’t been the same your pictures resign in gold trimmed frames. We had so much to say, but no time to say it. your life ended so abrupt that only time can mend. Whenever there is a hint of pink in the sky I know it is you looking down and saying hi! I want to tell the world what a wonderful person you were, to anyone who listens to me already knows who you are. Christmas is here and I know its hard for your family, continue to bless them with the spirit of yourself. I think about you often and pray for you before bed.. I know you are in the presence of Jesus now so it’s easier to rest my head. I love you now and ill love you forever, I pray that one day I will see you again..
Rest in Peace Lauren <3
Love always,
Alicia
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Why Did You Have To Go  / Maria Tyler (cousin)

Lauren-> 
            Why did you have to leave your family so soon!!! You were at a very young age you were only 15 years old only weeks from your 16th birthday and my bffl Chelsea could of turned to you with the cosmatoliget because she told me that she wants to apply for it when she gets older and you could of told her some info about. I miss seeing you walking around the neighborhood w/a smile on your face!! I also miss you telling jokes to make everyone laugh!! I remember the last time I saw you it was at krissy's birthday party and  you got a picture taken on the motorcycle w/ jess and krissy and you were just having a great time their and I'm also going to miss seeing you on xmas and on easter and when I go over to hang out w/krissy!! I also want to wish you a happy thanxsgiving and lauren you will always remain in my heart and never forgotten!!! Be my pink guardian angel and save me a spot next 2 u in heaven!!!!! I LOVE YOU LAUREN!!!!!

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Strength / Gina Kissell (Friend)
Bev, i am so proud of you for being so strong and Im sure Lauren looks down everyday and feels the same.  I cant imagine what you go through every minute of everyday.  Close

Cry for Me  / Mom
Cry for Me
Cry me a river,
Cry me a sea.
Cry me a waterfall,
Cry for me.

Cry for the children,
Cry for a bee.
Cry for the soldiers,
Cry for me.

Cry against a pole.
Cry against a tree.
Cry against the wall.
Cry for me.

Cry because of the bullies.
Cry because of the children that flee.
Cry because of the victims of war.
Cry for me.

Don’t cry because I tell you,
But cry because I cry.

I cry a ocean.
I cry a sea.
I cry a lake.
I cry for me.

I cry for the sorrows.
I cry for the pain.
I cry for the darkness.
I cry for me.

I cry against a maintain.
I cry against my bed.
I cry against a hill.
I cry for me.

I cry because I feel alone.
I cry because I’m sorry.
I cry because I’m in the dark.
I cry for me in front of you and you never knew it.

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Such a tragic tale ......  / Kathy
Lauren was a beautiful, fun-loving young lady who was tragically ripped from your lives very much before her time. It is so cruel & utterly heartless that Mr. Clarke felt the need to "twist the knife" at your most heart-broken hours. Since when does being out past curfew merit a bullet to the chest? Shame on him! It sounds like her murderer could have done the same evil deed at high noon. Also, shame on his "Christian" father for not empathizing with your pain. Was he never taught to love the sinner while hating the sin?

It is truly God's blessing that baby Heaven has entered your lives. While she will never fill the hole in your hearts, she will surely  make them lighter. Every smile she brings to your lips will be mirrored by her precious "big sister" who's present address is also her "little sister's" name. HEAVEN!! Close

Condolences / Holly (None)
Hello. I came across this site by accident but i just thought i wouldoffer my condolences. My cousin died when he was just 3 and i was 4. I cant really remember him, but i know what losing a loved one feels like. I will say my prayers for you all and lauren tonight.

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sorry to hear  / Jessica Fissore

hi there,
im very sorry to hear about Lauren's death.. i was just looking through music to find something that i would like to listern to but then this site popped up so i read it, Lauren seemed like a nice girl, and im very sorry to hear about her death from ages ago.. im only a teenager myself, and i worry about the littlest things that happen to myself.
i dont no your daughter but she seemed un desurving of her death.
yours truly,
Jessica Fissore

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IM SO SORRY  / CHERILYNNE BROOKS FROM OHIO (ANGELS)
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY  / Cheri Brooks From Ohio (angels)
I WANT TO WISH YOU LAUREN A VERY HEAVENALLY AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY !IN YOUR HONOR I LEAVE YOU A CANDLE BURNING Close

Happy Birthday  / Mom
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday dear Lauren
Happy Birthday to you........


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To Lauren's Parents: Thinking of You  / Debbie (daughter Of Danny Chenault) (passerby)

Shadows fall, and life becomes so difficult to bear.... Yet sunshine comes through memories and the love of those who care. We may not always understand when troubles come our way and just why sad things happen, We cannot always say....But may it be a comfort to know that friends are there, and may it somehow help to know that others care. 

With Deepest Sympathy,
 Debbie (daughter of Danny Chenault)

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I Live by your Dreams by Kelly Fearon  / Mom
I'll Live your dreams


By: Kelly Fearon



It may be time for you to go


And in my heart I always know


There is someone there up above


Someone who sends me all their love


When I feel the wind blow through my hair


I know that you are always there


When the raindrops fall and kiss my face


And when my heart begins to race


I will do the things you would have done


I'll laugh the laughs and share the fun


I'll cry the tears and scream the screams


But most of all I'll live your dreams


Meet the people and touch their hearts


Pass on the dreams with all the arts


My hearts been torn right at the seams


Just remember that I'll live your dreams


You made a difference like you wanted to


You left behind many, many a friend
And in our hearts you never end


I'll always remember how you made me smile


I sit and think about you every once and a while


I go on living without a doubt


This hurts me deep inside


I wake up knowing today could be my last


And when the day comes for me to die


Once again we can finally say hi


We'll look down upon the oceans and streams


And we will know we lived our dreams
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Family Reunion  / Mommy
Today was a very hard day for me.  It was our family reunion.  It was actually Heaven's 1st family reunion.  All of my family that I never see except every year at our family runion, got to see Heaven Nicole for the first time.  She was praised to no end..... expecially for her beauty.  All I heard was ....she looks just like her big sister...Lauren.... yes she does....I know you are a part of her... I think that is what keeps me going on with my life.... and the fact that your crazy baby brother Will... is with me through thick and thin.  Lauren, I wish you were here.  I know if you were here, Heaven wouldn't be here ( you sent her to me) ..... but we are not going to talk about that.. if you could just see how great your brother is doing.... he is so respectful...does well in school and loves me to no end.  He is such a good boy.......   If only you were here this summer to harrass him and make fun of him for breaking his ankle... OMG   you would have never let him live that down.   That is what I miss the most......  I love you and miss you and I will NEVER forget you....


Always,
MOM
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Saying Goodbye For Now  / Nathaniel Royster (Friend)
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To A Friend of all friends  / Nathaniel Royster (Friend)

The day darken the day you was takeing away.
We never seen it comeing that God called you  home to stay.
We will Never understand why that day came so fast.
I know you is aways there because i can feel you walking pass.
As life go on so do your soul because by you being gone for the
body you being with the lord.

you was a angel send from god because how you made people
feel. knowing that you are gone wean can my hreat heal.

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just the babysitter  / Melissa Stark (babysitter)
I was only a babysitter when she was like 1 or so.But when i heard this news i was shocked!!!!!She was a sweet little girl!!I was young when i watched her!!!I used to love to put her dresses on her!!!Her parents were so nice also!!Iam so sorry for your loss!!!You are in my prayers(the family).Melissa Stark Close